I feel like such a failure, even my sis says so. My results like shit then sumore i feel like so sick everyday. I think I am like jelly man so weak. I feel pain almost everyday physically and emotionally ~.~ Does tat sound wrong? Maybe i shall go slash my neck and bleed to death -.- well its not worth it I still got a life ahead of me. Besides if I am gone not only I will feel the pain. My family will also feel it. The one's who are left behind are always the ones who suffers the most. This is such an emo post T_T. I shall go join Eeyore and cry.
